Post by Keira on Sept 7, 2009 21:44:53 GMT -6
(After a Decision to be Made)
Keira’a heart hurt, her head hurt after everything that had happened. She couldn’t loose Marc now but he would never be the same. He was now more different then he had been but her attempt to change him turned him into an abomination. That is what she knew Gilles would think. Slipping from her bed she knew that he needed rest and she needed to think. Alone, there was only one other place that she could go to do this. It was a place she hadn’t visited in fifty years. Her fingers danced along the healing mark on her chest as she moved to her closet and pulled out a simple long flowing pale gown. It reminded her on days long since past when she was still human. Slipping back into her room she smiled at Marc before silently leaving the room, pausing only to close the doors behind her making sure it latched without a click to disturb him.
Clasping her hands in front of her she walked silently down the deserted hallway. Her eyes never moved only looked forward. Pausing when she came to the end of her wing her pale blue eyes scanned the area for anyone before she made her way to the north wing. The material of the dress drug on the ground as she moved to Gilles room. A room she had spent many, many nights and days. Happy memories were found there before she clouded them with painful ones. She lifted her chin as she came closer to the doors of his room and paused as her fingers curled around the door handles. Slowly she pulled them open before stepping inside, pulling them shut behind her. Taking a deep breath her eyes looked around everything looked the same and it was clean. Not a speck of dust coated anything, she was glad for that.
Running her finger along the side of his desk she moved to the double doors that housed his bedroom and slowly pulled them open. This time when she stepped inside she didn’t close the doors fully. Leaving them ajar she moved to his bed and shook her head as she set her jaw. Tugging at her skirt she slid up onto his bed, curling up her face buried into one of his pillows. Her golden hair was free, falling over her shoulder and down her back. She had came to his room to think, to curse him for leaving but it didn’t happen. Instead she felt her icy shell start to break as she pulled the last lingering scent of her sire from his pillow. Closing her eyes she felt the first few tears slid down her cheeks as she wiped them away hoping no more would fall.
Keira’a heart hurt, her head hurt after everything that had happened. She couldn’t loose Marc now but he would never be the same. He was now more different then he had been but her attempt to change him turned him into an abomination. That is what she knew Gilles would think. Slipping from her bed she knew that he needed rest and she needed to think. Alone, there was only one other place that she could go to do this. It was a place she hadn’t visited in fifty years. Her fingers danced along the healing mark on her chest as she moved to her closet and pulled out a simple long flowing pale gown. It reminded her on days long since past when she was still human. Slipping back into her room she smiled at Marc before silently leaving the room, pausing only to close the doors behind her making sure it latched without a click to disturb him.
Clasping her hands in front of her she walked silently down the deserted hallway. Her eyes never moved only looked forward. Pausing when she came to the end of her wing her pale blue eyes scanned the area for anyone before she made her way to the north wing. The material of the dress drug on the ground as she moved to Gilles room. A room she had spent many, many nights and days. Happy memories were found there before she clouded them with painful ones. She lifted her chin as she came closer to the doors of his room and paused as her fingers curled around the door handles. Slowly she pulled them open before stepping inside, pulling them shut behind her. Taking a deep breath her eyes looked around everything looked the same and it was clean. Not a speck of dust coated anything, she was glad for that.
Running her finger along the side of his desk she moved to the double doors that housed his bedroom and slowly pulled them open. This time when she stepped inside she didn’t close the doors fully. Leaving them ajar she moved to his bed and shook her head as she set her jaw. Tugging at her skirt she slid up onto his bed, curling up her face buried into one of his pillows. Her golden hair was free, falling over her shoulder and down her back. She had came to his room to think, to curse him for leaving but it didn’t happen. Instead she felt her icy shell start to break as she pulled the last lingering scent of her sire from his pillow. Closing her eyes she felt the first few tears slid down her cheeks as she wiped them away hoping no more would fall.